Falling Apart.

This whole week was just so asdfghjkl; Its all schools fault. I think, lol. Ughhhh im scared that i wont be able to get into a decent college. Thats like my major fear right now. Its sooo stressful and frustrating. I should've like done better sophomore and junior year :| Like i really wanna get into a good college, or atleast a decent college. I would go to a two year and transfer but i dont know what my parents would think. I think my mom would be fine, but my dad will probably go crazy. Im like falling apart because of this. I even talked to my aunt about this. She is the one who really understands me i think, and she would know how to help me out. So i told her about this, and she says that I shouldnt really worry about what college i get in cause i can transfer out after a year or two. I also need to think about my majors. I only had one in my mind before I talked to her, but after, she gave me some tips to think of more majors and backups. Rofl, we had like this college talk for the longest time. We got home at like 10ish and we stopped talking at like 12 o.o Longest talk I probably ever had. If we didnt have this talk, I'd probably be stressing moreee than right now. >< And stress isnt good. I need to get back on track.