Saturday, June 13, 2009

Imy.

I really miss you. Alot. Even though we don't talk as much now, I hope our friendship won't fade away. We barely talk now, it's just hi/bye status. I retain myself from talking to you cause I don't wanna bother you or whatevs. I can't even explain this feeling. You were so much different then the others. I don't even know what happened. :/ Every time we talk, or every time I see you, you somehow just make my day. I don't think I went a day without thinking about you ever since that day. School is almost ending and I don't really want it to end. I hope our freindship stays the way it is or grows stronger. I'm wondering if you feel the same..but I doubt it.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Nostalgic.

I can't wait till summer comes. I just hope when it comes, everything will be stress free.

I miss freshman year. I'm not saying that I don't like my years after, I just miss how everyone was together. Everyone had the same classes and ended the same time. Now, everyone just drifted. We don't talk as much, everyone is in different classes, different schools. Some, we don't even talk to anymore. I hate how people just drifts away. But people come and go in our lives. I hope my closest friends don't drift away from me. Even after high school. Those who were always there for me know who they are. Even though some of my friends arnt as close as we were, I still wish the best for them. I miss my teachers too, the teachers I have now, suck. They can't even friggn teach man -_- I'm not learning shiiiit. Freshman year was waaaay easier, stressfree-er. But I'm still glad that I have met the friends I met.

For the people I have met throughout my years, I'm glad I met all of them.<3

Monday, June 1, 2009

June.

Oh gosh. Let the finals and regents begin. I can't even think right anymore. I should really stop procrastinating and like get my shit together, but i feel like it's too late. It's already June and school is almost ending. It doesn't reallly feel like it, but it is. It's probably 'cause I'm a junior and i know there's one more year left. Idks. I'll miss my old friends through the summer, but i know I'm definitely gonna see MOST of them next school year. I really miss my freshman year. SO much memories >< oh man. UGH i would love to go back to freshman year and restart everything. Sat's are this Saturday D: I studied a bit, but i don't think it's enough. I think I'm gonna go brain dead for the summer, after allll the finals, regents, Sat. D;

Today, I got a call from my church saying I have an interview for Summer Day Camp :D I gotta go to my interview on Thursday. Mad excited/scared. Lolll. I wanna teach the little Kindergartners. Haha, I need moneeeey also (:
I can't wait for summer, Work, and a cruissse :)) I just need to start saving up for that cruise [: I was so broke today >< had only 3$ Rofl. Oh goshhh, i should stop procrastinating, haha. <3