><;

Ughhh. I just feel like shit right now. Idk why but I do. I hate when people get mad at me for no reason or something like that. I just hate it when people hate me for no reason. I always try my best to just be who I am and to not be hated by. Idk if I make sense but yeah. Some people are just mad ignorant. I hate those. Whatever. I just feel like sometimes, I don't even need to be there, so why am I here? Maybe it's just me.

FML.

WOW. Just when i thought the day was going great, it always has its ways to go bad. -___-; So, the day was going great 'till I got home. I had school and blahblahblah, after school, i went to flushing with my lil sissy. Alll that was great. Till I got home. Would you like to get bitched at ONCE you step into your own house? Well, that's what happened. I got home and I got bitched at. I seriously don't know why. Not even a damn hello, and I get bitched at. I was so lost when i got home. Two months ago, my aunt had asked if i wanted to go with them to a cruise, so of course I asked my parents if i can go. I had told them that I would pay for myself and they didn't have to pay a penny. They told me that I can go as long as i pay, so I guess that was a yes, right? So, I asked my mom for alll my passport information and all those things so I can give it to my aunt to reserve the thingy. Today, I got home and my dad just told me to cancel that cruise. I was just like WTF. He didn't even give me a reason. He kept on bitching at me, that i never even asked him about the cruise and whatnot. OMG man, I got so fucking pissed. Why couldn't he tell me no before. If he did, i wouldn't be as pissed. I don't even klnow what the fuck to say to my aunt, cause theres not even a reason. UGHJHHJDHFSdfl he's so frigggin stupid man. Soo pissed. I just had dinner and I didnt even feel like eating. -____-

Oh manns

Wow, i havn't blogged ever since high school started. Thats like..almost 4 years ago. ><
So i just made a new account cause i forgot everything on my old one. Rofl, I'll probably start writing blogs soon. High school is just killing me day by day. Especially junior year- Sat's and all that sh*t. Its a pain, but everyone goes through that same test atleast once if they want to go to college. On top of that, theres also schoolwork and those bitchy ass teacher that you go through everyday -_- AND regents. Why do we have to learn stuff that we don't even use in the future? Makes no sense..just a waste of life. Anyways, I'm gonna go back to studying for sats and whatnots. Taking it in a few weeks. xP
PEACE.